[02 Mar 2006|01:04pm] Moved again> last time I SWEAR needthatsong sorry guys. 2 / !!

meme [23 Feb 2006|02:37pm] ( yes memes ) 1 / !!

worry worry [22 Jan 2006|09:31pm] Lets start off with HOW umcomfortable I am with my life. How umcomfortable am I? That I can't turst anyone anymore. I seemed to be betting hurt left right and center. Most people don't even know they're doing it. But they are in small ways the make my day good or bad. I really wish little things didn't have to have such a HUGE effect. Now one too my loove life. Which is failing horrably. I really don't think she understands how I feel about her you know. I don't show my true emotions to any one anymore. Since bad things happen. I booked off next weekend to see her. You knwo spend time with her. But she donsn't care. OR at lest she dosn't show it. Which makes it hard for me to lossen up. Since Alls I get its what if what if what if! Next thing she tells me is that she wants to join the army. I'm worried somthing might happen to her. WAR DEATH DIE. Or somthing like that. So I was like. "But if you go away. Then I'll really NEVER beable to see you." Then she said the most harshest thing I could even immagine. She said in the lest caring tone. "Well I never get to see you anyways." You know little things like that hurt me deep inside. I try and make time for her. Call her when EVER I can and What do I get. Nothing..So is there really a point?. And I get so uptight when shes with on of her friends shes she ugh. Like don't know.. Somthing.. So I almost think shes cheating on me with girrlsss and boys. But you know I might be wrong. I see a break up happening soon. Okay some one shoot me alright? 6 / !!

To the massey kids [19 Jan 2006|02:15pm] When dose 2nd Simmester start?? 2 / !!

Cds for sell!!! [12 Jan 2006|08:34pm] Yo kidds I'm helping out waspqueen138 But pimping his info about selling cds. Becuase I live close to him and he didn't update his lj. And becuase I'm awesome and hes way cooler then me. ( Cds list here ) 2 / !!

gone [22 Dec 2005|02:23pm] I'd like to let you all know. I'm taking a break from life. I'll finish the picutre I'm doing for x-mas and mail off my letters. bye 2 / !!

[20 Dec 2005|07:03pm] [ music | She's Like Heroin- System of a down. ] ( She's Like Heroin ) 2 / !!

[19 Dec 2005|12:30pm] Go away. Go away. Go away! !!

[07 Oct 2005|12:23pm] Add[to be] Added. 2 / !!

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